Just A Man

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Silence often surrounds you and it just feels the same
I think maybe somehow I might've lost you along the way
And these broken allocations that shine upon suspicions that never greet you
And these hearts that never fall for anyone at all, they always seem to disappoint you

I didn't come here to try to enlighten you
Didn't come here to try to understand you
And these allegations crawl under a sky of blue
Cuz sometimes you never know what's the truth

Your whispering eyes are calling from tongues that are lying to you
And even I don't understand why they would say that or what it matters now to you
Well I broke down and I thought that maybe I could handle you.
But there's no sense in trying, no sense in falling, and no sense in any of this

Maybe baby you might understand why I am the way I am
Maybe not but I'm just a man
Maybe baby you might understand why I am the way I am
Maybe not but I'm just a man

Fading lights they call me from a horizon I never thought I'd comprehend
Silent songs they call me from places that even I don't understand
I'm at mercy at their feet, I can hardly ever sleep, it's like I'm crazy
And I don't want to see anything anymore except maybe you and me

Maybe baby you understand why I am the way I am
Maybe not cuz I'm just a man
Maybe baby you understand why I am the way I am
Or maybe not well I'm just a man

And I wonder where you're from and I often wonder what it'd be like to be beside you
So we just talk about the sun and fade off in its light like we feel like something new
Sorry baby if I'm not the right one that can shine for you
Sorry baby that I am ... that I am just... just a man

About Just A Man

I had parts of this written on the guitar but altered it quite a bit when I was playing it live. I had the lyrics below in front of me and so did my engineer. I started to play the song but it ended up mostly playing itself. When I started altering the lyrics as well, the engineer (a dear friend of mine) started looking at me puzzled. Luckily we both went with it. Guess the song wanted to be rewritten.

There’s a few things I’d change if I could (like using a pop filter lol) but I loved the moment and I like the song. I don’t mind the imperfection as it more closely resembles life. Most people would cut out breaths and smacked lips and little noises but sometimes I like them. It’s like listening to vinyl. Snap.. crack ..pop. It’s a mood.

Setting: Played live in the studio. No punch-ins or different takes. Warts and all.

Autotune or pitch correction: Fuck that. I’m not AI.

Recommendation: Listen alone with headphones, late at night in the dark or by candlelight, possibly naked.

Year of Creation: 2012

DRAFT: Lyrics I had in the studio 

Silence often surrounds you and it all just feels the same
I think maybe somehow I might've lost you along the way

These broken allocations that shine upon suspicions that never greet you
These hearts that never fall for anyone at all, they disappoint you

I didn't come here to try to enlighten or understand you
These allegations crawl under a sky that never falls far from the truth

I didn't come here to disappoint you

Your whispering eyes are calling from the tongue that is lying by you

I didn't come here to disappoint you my dear,

I don't even understand why you would say that

I didn't come here to entertain you my dear

So please try and understand that

I broke down and I thought that maybe I could handle you

There's no sense in trying, no sense in failing, no sense in any of this

And maybe baby you might understand why I am the way I am

Fading lights they call me from a horizon I never thought I'd understand

Silent songs they call me from places that I know I'll never understand

I'm at mercy at their feet, I can hardly ever sleep, it's like I'm crazy

And silence doesn't want to disappoint

And silence doesn't want to disappoint... you any more than I do

I wonder where you're from and I often wonder what it'd be like to be beside you

So we just talk about the sun and fade off in it's distant light

Sorry baby if I'm not the right one that can shine down on your land
Sorry baby that I am just... I am just... just a man
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